你快乐所以我快乐

一直以来我都说：现在是快乐的季节，出门记得要带笑容！但不知道什么时候换季了，我快乐不起来。原来我进入了伤心的季节，但我出门不习惯带眼泪。我的眼泪凝固在眼眶里，心显得特别沉重。

伤心的季节是很难过的，出门除了要带眼泪，很多人还会带着小器、猜忌、疑心和敏感。我是个懒惰的人，不喜欢带那么多无谓的东西出门，所以我觉得很累，不是身理的疲惫，而是心变得倦怠。在伤心的季节里，每个人都抢着当主角，渐渐地变得自我，甚至无法理喻。

我也在度过伤心的季节，但我选择做一个配角，我还是习惯于“你快乐所以我快乐”。虽然如此，在忙了一大转后，我有时还是会不经意想：为什么每个人都在抢当主角的时候我要把自己的情绪摆在最后一位？在我的心觉得累的时候，有没有人也来包容一下？

很多时候就是那么的无奈，但无奈的不是不被谅解，而是被误解。最无奈的是在被误解的时候，解释是没有用的。

Time for a new phone

Not sure my handphone was thinking of taking a bath or commit suicide, it fell into toilet bowl and ended its own life! So sad......

I went into a public toilet on Monday evening and put my handphone besides the flush button. It fell into the toilet bowl when I was about to wee wee. I immediately switched it off until next day morning. I thought it would be ok by then, but it was not!

I had a day without a mobile phone yesterday. A day without a mobile phone it's like a day without a hook - I can't hook to my family and friends... I had to use public phone to call Joe yesterday, and the last time I talked on public phone was about 8 years ago...

Today I'm using my sister's old mobile phone, Motorola C380. Not sure what phone to buy yet...... suggestion?

Our first outing

Jo's company had a Family Day at Sunway Lagoon. It was also Jayden's first family outing. I was quite excited about it and bought him a baby swimming suit even we were not sure which park to bring him to.

The day before, we decided to bring him to the Wild Life Park and Amusement Park, not the Water Park. It was a wrong decision! Jayden was not interested in anything he couldn't touch and he is too small to enjoy facilities in the Amusement Park. However, he had some great moments...



This was the first few spots we went to. Jayden was full of energy and was excited about what he sees. He was trying to touch the animals...



This was about few hours later, Jayden was tired. We had a short rest. He was attracted by the turkey. We continued our journey to somewhere where a lot of pigeons and turkeys were running around. Jayden was very excited when he saw animals running around him. I think he prefers something more real and interactive.



This was taken outside the butterfly area. We were about to leave... Jayden was quite tired but happy for his first outing with daddy and mummy.