Happy Death-Day!

Time goes by... this year comes to the 10th year: the 10th 1 May without my dad, the 10th year without him on my dad's and mum's anniversary.

It is my dad's 10th Death Anniversary!

Someone told me that a brave man should have the courage to live, and the courage to die. My dad gave me the courage to live by bringing me to this world. He taught me how to see, to smell, to taste, to hear and to feel... every good and bad things in this world... happiness and unhappiness...

My dad also used his very own way to give me the courage to face death, and it is his death. He taught me how to see, to smell, to taste, to hear and to feel... everything about death.

He used 17 years to teach me how to live, and the rest of my life to teach me how to face death. I'm now 27 years old... It is still a painful lesson, but it has now turned to be my courage and pride.

He has given me the best thing in this world. I appreciate the 17yrs he had spent with me. It may be very short, but it means a lot!

Dad... Happy Death-Day! ~ from your daughter

Hubby... Happy Anniversary! ~ from my mum (your wife)

And, dad... in case you do work in the other world... Happy Labour Day!

I love you... always!

Sorry my dear...

Jo is very mad today because I made him waiting for nearly 2 hours. We are working in the same place and go to work in one car. He couldn't leave me alone in the office and had to wait until I finished my work.

I didn't mean it but I got some emergency call. Well, this is my work and it used to be like this. And, it's so happened that he got some appointment today but I screwed all up. He was very quiet on the way home and only answered my questions in a single word: em... o... ya...

I'm feeling guilty and happy at the same time. Feeling guilty because i made him waiting and spoiled his programme. But, I feel happy because he bothers to angry.

Instead of feeling happy, I can chose to angry and blame on him for not being understanding. But, why should I? He calmed down after the dinner and talked to me as if nothing happened. I should be happy! :)

Sorry my dear...

My friends

I was in Singapore last week and it was a wonderful trip. For me, Singapore isn't a good place for holiday. But it is definitely a good place for me to meet up my long lost friends. And, they are really my long lost friends.

We have lost contact since I left my hometown 10 years ago. We were close, and we had a lot of wonderful and happy memories. I never thought that we may meet up but we did. It is funny to meet up friends who didn't contact for 10yrs, but still have lots and lots of things to talk about. There are something in my mind, some feelings, some thoughts... I'm not sure the words to use to describe them... I would say it's touching!

I love you all my friends!!!